So I’m slowly getting back on track with my personal life. It’s hard but I’ve decided baby steps is better than total isolation.

I am going to start posting regularly again…I guess the past month I had completely lost interest and blogging sort of became a chore I started to dread. That feeling is slowly diminishing and my bipolar habits are kicking in again. I don’t think I’ve ever been this weird or blunt in my life.

So let’s recap what has happened in my life since I went Missing:

I’VE MISSED MY FAVORITE SHOW”S SEASON RESTART: THE WALKING DEAD! FML!

—Why do I love it so much? Are you kidding? I love zombie…mainly because I consider myself a zombie also. I am those zombies that are unreliable, lazy, and completely think everything in life is a chore. Yes, even getting out of bed. (I do love makeup though!)

I’m still neglecting my friends…why am I doing this? I don’t know…I guess I am still in my isolation phase. When can I expect to come out  of it? God knows…only god truly knows…

I’ve played and beaten some video games…okay almost some of them. I recently got my hands on the new Final Fantasy 13-2, which I thought really sucked! They screwed it over big time, the controls were horrible and that going back and forth time machine thingy and story line was just plain annoying. I’m glad I only rented it. I also played Assassins Creed Revelations…which wasn’t a revelation at all! Why are they always leaving me hanging with a SHITTY ending at the end. I am looking forward to AS3, whenever it comes out. They made revelations real short! I beat that game in 4 days!

I’ve gotten a Hair cut…past due…went to this new salon and they were really good Asian hair stylists. They had the funky hairstyles and I got one of them. I’m ready for Tokyo now!

Been punching myself for days and hitting the gym often! Yes, I’m very serious about losing weight and I finally joined up at a gym…I am getting tired much more easily because my body is not used to the daily gyming I used to do before. I’m slowly getting myself back into the habit by going 3-4 times a week…and shit I already made some gym buddies, so It’s nice.

I’ve decided to take a mini break. Maybe 2 weeks or so. I have a lot to work on. Specially for all that article writing, a new design I need to make for a friend, and I have a complete designer’s block. It can get hard when you have a lot going on in your life as well.

I have a lot of plans for this year but I think I might have to cut my list in half and try to fulfill just a few of them for now. As for Les Memoires, I have to make my own design for it…I frankly have been so lazy to make my own designs and to code them…its an hectic process, but I need to finish that as well. For other things, I will continue my informative and useful articles on ame-reverie.org as planned. That site itself needs a makeover soon. I’ll work on that Next month. I’ve decided to add blog posts relating to things I find interesting and useful online, as well as my knowledge of topics such as beauty,health, and marketing. It’s stuff I’ve always been interested in. I have also yet to do some BEAUTY REVIEWS of products I recently purchases, including an AT HOME LASER HAIR REMOVAL SYSTEM>>> I didn’t even have time to open it up yet ahhhhhhhhh

But yes, ame-reverie will sort of shift towards a beauty and health blog in the future…eventually. For now, I shall bid adieu but keep in touch with everyone and their blogs occasionally. I seriously need some sleep as well, I have been over-working.

Its been a busy week so far. I was working on my resume and some other research for future endeavors. As for the new plans I have for ame-reverie…I’m working on it one day at a time. Some new freebies, a new design, and more enhanced portfolio is in store for this year. I also need to finish up the design I have planned for this blog before I forget it and its going to be Vintage Style.

I have promised many friends some useful articles concerning beauty tips. There are a few secrets I would love for everyone to know.

In other news, Insomnia has struck me once again. I’m trying to fix the time I go to bed and the time I wake up. The days just go by so fast that it’s already Jan 5th. Its amazing…before you know it its 2013! epppp Im getting olderrr…I have also realized I was SUPER neglecting my deviantart account. I managed to get premium again and get back to my photography adventures. It was so much fun! Here is some of the new work I posted recently.

The Other Rosewalk

The Tower

In Solitary Time

Rainbow Party Balloons Bouquet © by PinkStock Photos!

New Year Resolutions…honestly…I always make them but I just can’t keep up with them. The only one I ever did promise I would finish was the one I made after high school. To make my life better socially…that was all. It wasn’t the best new year Resolution resolved…but at least I had tried…now I realize I enjoy my time more by myself and the few people I do talk to. I can’t keep up with everyone in life as much as I want to…but I think it’s best the way it is right now. I find getting too close to someone can actually lead to more problems and trouble in a relationship, no matter how close or acquainted it is. I try to keep my distance now because for me getting to close to people was not a great experience. I actually suffered the consequences of being laughed at, basically. I don’t want to do that anymore and not for 2012 either. I am a nice by nature, always will be, very generous, always will be. I just don’t want to get inside your heart and I don’t want you in mine.

As for New Year 2012: Am i looking forward to it? yeah you can say so. I want to pursue my PhD, if I can. I’m looking to getting into the management sector or marketing (where available) I want to do this the easiest way possible so I have been doing a lot of research on how I want to approach this.

Other Resolutions: More Article writing on my Blogs. Some Useful articles regarding beauty mostly. Getting a new computer. I want a new computer so I can start web-designing properly again. I want to be able to multitask with ease. I can’t do that right now because my current computer is starting to lag horribly and I am not in the mood to take it up for tuning. I rather just get a whole new computer with faster Memory and processor speeds. I’m leaning towards a high performance Toshiba or SONY VAIO with Windows 8. I think Windows 8 should launch sometime in the early months of 2012. I want to make a lot of new WordPress themes and make some new resources for designers to use for free. I also want to start a Beauty blog if I have the time or continue beauty discussion on ame-reverie. Biggest Resolution: Change the way I am. I want to look better than I do now. I always reach out for perfection…maybe because I wasn’t happy with my overall appearance. I want to feel more confident about myself. Many people say… there’s nothing wrong with you but I seem to find everything wrong with me. Maybe a few changes (losing more weight, lasering my whole body lol) will make me a happier person in 2012.

TO MY LOVIES: WHAT ARE YOUR NEW YEAR RESOLUTION(S)? NEW YEAR CELEBRATION PLANS?